I am writing this in France, Lily has been in an really bad accident apparently her drinking was worse then just college partying and me, her best friend was too caught up in my horrible job to notice. But now I have to decide between my job that I have suffered through, that I could leave in less then 3 months and do anything I wanted or go home and visit my friend who needs me. I don't know what to do!!! I know it should be an easy decision but its becoming harder..........